FACING YOUR GIANTS

This past yr. has not been an easy adjustment for our little family and my kids have not had an easy year trying to transition back into Canadian culture and trying to figure out friendships, etc. This has looked very different for each of them.   I started reading this book by Max Lucado with my son. So when I heard this song on the radio yesterday by Sanctus Real I knew I needed to share it with my him.  It's my prayer that I can be used of the Lord to build into my kids, to disciple them, pour into them, and remind them of their true identity in Jesus.  It is my prayer that they will live spirit-filled lives and that all the hardships they have had to endure will only shape their character and enable the Lord to use it all for His glory and for how He wants to use them and their life stories in the future.

It has not been easy trying to figure out how to take care of myself when I am needing to help my kids work through some heavy stuff in their lives.  But it is what I need to do in this season so that they can work through some of their giants in their life and be able to be more secure in Jesus through it.  Before I had my port put in on Tuesday of last week my son admitted that he was worried I might die.  To try to ease his worries I promised I would write a letter for him (and his dad and sister) to read when I went into the day surgery. When I asked my son what would happen if I did pass away he pointed out a few of the milestones in his life that I would miss.  I assured him that if I died I would be in heaven.  After this last year all the more death is not something I am afraid of.  Yet for my kids, I understand how traumatic it was seeing me so ill and spending so many months in and out of the hospital last yr.  I assured him that He has an amazing dad who would take such good care of them.  Yet after that conversation I feel more of a desire to blog more of my life story, to work on the journal Bibles I started for my kids and to write letters when I get a chance to so that they will have "fingerprints" of mine left behind if one day the Lord finally takes me home.

I heard this song today too.  Oh my dear kids I long for you to know the reckless love that the Father has for you.  He's good no matter how hard life seems to be.  He is faithful and will never never leave nor forsake you.  He loves you so much and wants to kick down the lies you are believing about you or your life circumstances.  He is in pursuit of a relationship with you!