Quick update:  I decided to stop taking TPN.  For the past year or more it has made me feel sick.  My Dr. informed me that my body isn't really taking in the calories from the tpn anyways.  Instead I will be giving myself hydration bags regularly so I don't get dehydrated.  I feel much better this way and less like I am gonna throw up.

I wish I had something inspirational to share but I don't.  I find myself limited with being unable to drive due to the meds I am on.  Because of the liver drain coming out of me I can't bundle up and go play in the snow with my youngest.  It's been hard.  

I am so thankful for the meals that get brought, the people willing to take my kids for playdates so I can nap, the people who pitched in so I could have someone clean the house once a week too.