Back in summer of 2016 I had a very vivid dream. I was having to go through a dark and evil forest (kinda like death) (I can't remember the name of the forest but it was evil) in order to get to my friends' cabin. She was very ill and I wanted to go help her. However I was scared to go through the forest. I ended seeing a light through the forest and Jesus told me to keep my eyes on the light. He told me there is a lot of evil and darkness in the world and on the news but I needed to keep my eyes on HIM and focus on the light. I made it through the forest. Then at my friends' cabin there was puke in the sink, she was ill and so sick that she was in her chair almost passed out from being so sick. She was unresponsive so I got on my knees beside her and wrote a note with a verse on it and left it by her side.
Malachi 4:2 "But for you who fear my name, the Sun of righteousness will rise with healing in his wings. And you will go free, leaping with JOY like calves let out to pasture."
At the time I didn't realize what the dream meant. I thought it was for my friend since she was in it. The dream didn't resonate with her. However just a couple days later our main airport in the city we were living in was brutally attacked by terrorists. I was reminded to focus on Jesus and not the fear that crept in at the time.
Fast forward a year and a half later. 2 days ago my niece was here and we had tea. We were talking about hearing the voice of God and I went to show her this picture. She pointed out the shadow of the person in this picture (to be honest I have never noticed this shadow before) and said the arms kinda looked like wings! Very cool. So this year I will cling to this verse. I will focus on the SUN of righteousness. I will choose to not fear (with the Lord's help) this cancer returning. To not fear death. To instead rest in HIS presence and peace. And I will keep asking for healing for my body, mind, soul, and spirit and that I will be able to leap with JOY!!!
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